Christmastime.

What things do Christmas mean to you?

I am worried I am a really big hypocrite because I really like Christmas, but I am not a Christian at-all.

I am really happy all my family are really close and together, and alsolots of friends come back to Ashford again. I like making Christmas cards and presents, and trying to make everyone a tiny bit happy. It is really cool everyone is really hopeful and close and together, but it is not a Christian thing at-all anyone, I think.

I get really freaked out people buy lots too much food and *zillions* of presents - it is pretty greedy, I think.

Also, I pray on Christmas eve - it is the only time I pray, but I am notsure who I am praying to...I am really grateful for this year and all the things I have. I want to say thank you, but I do not know who to. I am so lucky, mostly, I think. Please does it make sense at-all?

Christmas, to me, is very dull.

There's no public transport, so we're stuck in the back of beyond and usually end up going on long, freezing walks on the canal. Which end up with us all at a pub as nowhere else is open.

I don't have any family, aside from the immediate ones, so that means not a lot goes on.

And then I go to choir. Yay.