Hannah - you were my best mate since the first day of senior school and now you just dont wana know! i dont even know what i did to you but you seem only 2 get happy when you're slaggin me off, when i ask how iv upset you you just walk away. Then you get upset when i spend time with Jess or Jo and constantly try and get Kelly as low as she was around November. That girl had therapy because of you and you dont even give a f*ck about it. Even when we were still best friends you could never let things just be, you used 2 laff with other ppl at my clothes and b*tch about gigs id bin 2 but i didnt care coz when you and me were just you and me it was all good.
the worst thing is that i still miss you, you hurt me so badly but i still wana b friends agen, i cant even eat bubblegum without thinking about your crap efforts at blowin bubbles! and whenever im in school ur sittin there, and theres only a few metres between us but it feels like alot more. Every time I try and talk 2 u u just turn the f*cking volume up on your Discman. Its bin this way for 2 long. I know that New Years Eve was stupid and the only excuse I have is that I was drunk but it took 2, i dont wana blame u but i cant keep blamin myself.
You even threw me back to where I was early last year, im trying so hard but i cudnt even eat my bloody easter egg! And she gave me 1 this year, it was 1 of the best moments ever, i cried afterwards, it was late but i still got 1. Its in my room untouched, i cant do it.
You know how much I miss u babe, Im reachin out 2 you but u just cant see that, and this time next year it ul b too late, hell its too late now but i dont care. You never even told me Molly died and I had a right 2 know something like that.
surprisingly...this hasnt helped much