It finally happened...

Good luck on the road ahead, CA. I have no practical advice to give, but I know you can beat this. Take care.

ditto what they said, well done for seeking help. Its a big step but at the end of the day, I'm sure it'll prove itself to be the right one

Good luck on the pills (incidentally, which are you on?) and I'm sorry that it had to go this road. However, if they are the right ones (and it may take a while to sort them), then they will help.

At least work is one less stress for you- and when you feel well enough to cope, you can move out of home, and your life will start to pull back together. So, take baby steps. Slowly but surely, you can get there.

I'm sorry that you broke up with Cameron- he seemed really good for you. Maybe you will get back together once you're back to your usual self. But if you don't, then there are lots more (wo)men who'll love you.

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I''m not strong enough to fight for him yest, but by God I will be  

YEAH!!!

I was on Citalopram too. I kept the tick

I think it's good that you've finally got some help with it, it will get easier.

Quote: Lemony_Zester

Citalopram?

You think going on them's bad, try going off them. Those are junkie symptoms! Something to look forward to, eh- along with reclaiming Cameron?

Sounds like a Sarah Jessica Parker film

I'm not looking forward to coming off of these, even when I miss one or two doses in a row I get such awful withdrawal.

Been on them so long I can't report any other side effects than the ones mentioned, though.

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Good luck on everything and good luck with your testicles Dan. Respect them and they will respect you.

They're fine now, it's been 2 years and they were back to normal within a matter of days.